The past few days I haven’t been posting much because I’ve been busy with life and being happy. Speaking of happiness, it’s been quite a long time since I’ve experienced feelings of joy and security – I think its founded on trust.
I’ve always struggled with trust.
When I was younger, it was very hard for me to learn to trust because of past experiences of lies and deceit. It’s hard to develop, when everything around you is incredibly uncertain.
After many years life feels a little bit more certain and safer. That’s allowing me to begin to start trusting again, and it’s like there’s this symbiotic relationship between trust and security. I’m going to have to change the theme of this blog, I don’t know to what yet.
A Sane Undertaking 