“Yeah; Really.”

I have feelings.

Why do people assume that my sadness can only be set off by my significant other?
To be honest, my relationship is fine: better than it’s been for a long time. That’s what’s given me time to reflect on myself rather than my relationship. It’s the fact that I don’t have any problems that takes away all the distraction and forces me to look at myself.

People fail to understand that I have feelings too, even if it’s just one of my masks, I still feel. I’m geniunely lost, I’m not sad I’m not happy, I’m in search for contentment and at this rate I’m not going to find it.

Yeah I like the attention and I like how people come up to me and ask me if I’m okay, but NOT WHEN THEY FAIL TO UNDERSTAND THAT I DON’T LIVE FOR MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER. That’s just frustrating.

I have feelings too, man.