Blame

It’s important to accept blame, to an extent most things I’ve done, I’m to be blamed. It is hard when you have to realise there’s a line. A line after which you’re accepting blame that is not yours to except.

I rarely feel that way, I’m the cause of so much anxiety, so much suffering, so many trust issues. Though, I don’t think it’s that easy. Every decision I’ve made that’s led to suffering has been my own. No one can be blamed. You should never be made to choose, or have accusations placed on you, but in my case I never helped cure the insecurity I just heightened it.

That’s why even though this entire escapade seems just unfair. I accept blame for the consequences of my actions. Maybe one day, after a few years I’ll be doing some sad boy shit sitting on the Eiffel Tower all emo like and telling you all the story of what exactly it is I write about.